I feel like being a total sadist just for the sake of it

The fact is that I've come to realise that sometimes I feel like being a total sadist just for the sake of it.

In this game I stroke him to a full erection, whip him for getting hard, then stroke it back up again, over & over. He knows it's a catch 22 & he can never win, but the look of fear, betrayal, confusion & anguish on his face makes me wet like little else can.

I stroke him to a full erection