I hated that my wife had cut me off from sex

I hated that my wife had cut me off from sex, and was dating other men now. I hated it even more that she made me watch her with her lover, right in my own house. But now things were even worse: she was making me dress up as a woman as I sat there watching her with the latest guy she brought over. I just couldn't hide my displeasure.

She said I had to be there and watch, but she didn't say I had to be happy about it! What must that guy think of me, knowing that I'm her husband, and I'm not only letting him fuck her, but I'm also doing while dressed up as a girl? I'm so embarrased! I'm humiliated! At least my wife isn't making me go down on him, like she said she'd do if I didn't dress up this time.

I'm never going to get to have sex with her again (or any woman probably!), but she gets to make love with any guy she wants. This isn't fair! I don't want to be feminized! I don't want to be turned into her slave! But I have no choice in the matter. My wife takes off her lover's pants, and in a few moments I'll see her mouth wrapped around his cock, getting it hard.

Then she'll spread her legs for him, and I'll have to watch as he cums inside here pussy. I don't like this at all, and I'm so upset I think I'm going to cry!

I'm never going to get to have sex with her again